You never know the last time_you see someone!

So, what had you been more afraid of? To see me again? Or to never see me again?
So, what had you been more afraid of? To see me again? Or to never see me again?

And all that has come down to in the end is_
My End.

That end where I lost
the most important part of me.
That end where_I lost to myself.

But, I’m not full of regrets this time.
I’m not disappointed with me even.

But, it’s true that I lost.
I lost to myself.
But, I’ll always be glad.
Glad to see you how I always wanted to.
To see you excel.
To see you shine.
That’s what my heart
always craved for.
That’s what I
always prayed for.

I know I had my problems.
And I always had this problem.
That I never complained.
I should have.
I should have asked you
to explain.
To explain why don’t you
feel that way anymore!
Because I thought you were mine.

But, I’m glad I did not ask.
Because you showed me that you were not.
Not mine. You never were.

But, I’m not full of regrets this time. 
And I’m not disappointed with me even.

Your time is now.
You don’t miss me like you used to. 
I know. You don’t ask about me anymore.
But, I’ll still be alright.
Just like I used to be without you.

Maybe the darkness
engulfed me too much.
Maybe I was meant to be broken
by the one that gave me strength.
Maybe the tears rolling down
my cheeks are meant to drown
me into an ocean
of regrets and disappointments.

But, I’ll survive.
Somehow I always do.
In the past I did.
But, trust me, I’ll never complain. 
I’ll die without having you to explain.

But, I’m not full of regrets this time.
And I’m not disappointed with me even.

But, I’ll be no more. 
Alive no more.
Because you never know.
You never know the last time_
you see someone.

_Saiz

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